dont question this post. maybe its just me overthinking.. but i have a bad feeling in my chest right now. something bad that might happen tonight.. ive always had this horrible feeling that i would die young.. i just hope its not tonight
i had a good date. it was really good actually. i specifically wanted to sit where i could simultaneously watch the Celtics game but i didnt even pay attention to it.
i didnt even realize how late it got til Piper and chris pulled up with michelle . lmfao. the look on his face. i seriously wish i had a picture. …but you have no reason to be upset, and if you are, thenn you need to get over them. this was your choice and i finally have moved on. …and then i see your parents today lol. they still love me:)
anywhoo. a second date is soon to come,but before that tomorrow we are having like a bbq day.. chillin and getting day drunk:)
sounds like a good sunday off. im happy and im letting things go with the wind.
The other night I was Skyping with one of my best friends. She lives in Holland and I live in America, so we don’t get to talk often. I trust her so much, and every time we talk I just feel so loved. She’s amazing.
I was talking to her about cutting, and started telling her about how I sometimes take pictures of my self-harm instead of writing about it, or in addition to writing about it. I don’t normally show people the pictures, but I sent her a few. She had been sharing her screen with me because I’d been watching her draw something, so I saw when she opened the files.
She opened this picture, kept it on the screen for a few seconds, closed it, and opened it again in Photoshop. I watched, confused, thinking it had been an accident.
I watched quietly while she erased every line of blood, every scar, every cut from my body. I started recording the screen without thinking- I needed to be able to watch it again. I knew I would need to feel that sense of… relief. That there was someone in my life who knew the extent of me and could still see through to something beautiful.
I wanted to share this with you because I think it’s important. If you feel anything close to how I felt when I saw this, I’m happy. Because you should know that it’s possible to be loved, underneath the pain and the scars and the blood. We are all beautiful.
You’re beautiful, and above all, you are not alone.
swoz:
My girlfriend and I wanted to cuddle, but we wanted to play Diablo too. This is what happened.
you guys
are my heroes
Not reblogging for cuddles, reblogging for improvised table. Way to go.
PUT A RING ON THAT BROCHACHO!!!
JC Penney’s new ad for Father’s Day
The text reads:
“First Pals: What makes Dad so cool? He’s the swim coach, tent maker, best friend, bike fixer and hug giver—all rolled into one. Or two.” The text at the bottom reads: “Real-life dads, Todd Koch and Cooper Smith with their children Claire and Mason.”
